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When I Got Certain, It Came To Me!
Submitted by: D.N.R.
USAA fun loving, optimistic, happy go lucky 34 year old woman that loves life, the Universe, and all that is in it!
My story is a bit long, so I apologize in advance. However, I hope that my experience will inspire and help someone who comes across it. I am grateful for all the stories on this website, one of which helped me when I needed it the most!
Last year, my boyfriend and I had one of the best years of our lives together. We had already been together for about 10 years, and we were really serious about getting married and having children together. Our chemistry was amazing, and we were perfectly matched in every way. Everything was falling into place, and my life and relationship with him were at an all-time high.
Then, around September, I started to become negative and began doubting his love for me. I thought that he probably wasn’t feeling as close to me anymore. Unfortunately, he did start doubting his love for me and pulled away from me. He wasn’t as close to me anymore, and finally, at the end of October, he ended things with me. I was truly devastated.
At first, I thought maybe he just needed a little time, because we always worked things out and got back together. But this time, he was serious and wanted nothing to do with me. So, I respected what he wanted and let go. It was the hardest thing I ever had to do, but I knew I needed to do it for myself.
For the next 9 months, I concentrated on myself as best I could. It wasn’t easy in the beginning because I would revert back to thinking about what happened, and I would purposely try to make myself happy, but deep inside, I knew I wasn’t feeling that way. It took months and a lot of different things going on in my life to finally start loving myself and truly being happy with myself. It was a journey of self-discovery, and I’m so happy I went through it, even though at the time, it didn’t feel good.
I got really clear with the Universe and said what I really wanted. Once I made up my mind that I really wanted my ex back in my life, I stuck to the fact that I asked the Universe and I expected it to deliver. I didn’t care how the Universe brought us back together, when, or where. I got out of the way and let the Universe do its job. I was so confident and so sure that he was coming back into my life that I had a sense of peace every day. After all, why would I be worrying about it if I knew for sure that the Universe was bringing him back to me?
Well, about three weeks into feeling certain and knowing that the Universe would deliver, my ex and I were reunited together in the most amazing way. I needed gas in the car and pulled into a certain gas station. When I pulled in, there was a car there that looked just like his car, and I thought to myself, “Hmm, what if that’s his car?” Sure enough, it was his car, and we both saw each other and started staring at each other! We were both so stunned and surprised to see each other, especially there, of all places! He said he didn’t even want to stop at that gas station, but he did so anyway! We just kept hugging and kissing each other right there at the gas station. I was ecstatic!
Things are going really well in our relationship, and the deep love is still there between us. I’m really, really happy!!!
What I want to say is this: You have to be certain! You have to know! You have to expect it! I never took no for an answer! In my mind, I was going to get what I wanted, regardless. That’s the type of faith you have to have. Once I got sure and got out of the way, then the Universe was able to do its job, and fast too! It may not come in the form you expect it to, but the Universe knows better, and it will deliver. I know you hear this all the time, but never give up. The Universe is capable of anything and everything, but you have got to back it with your faith and certainty.
My boyfriend and I are now discussing marriage, kids, and our life together again. This time, I know what to do and how to think and feel. Never again will I let fear, doubt, or worry run me the way it did because, trust me, it will manifest in my relationship and life if I allow it to. Always look for the best. I wish you all the success and happiness in the world!